Anklebones

sorry i have been not active
got suspended here for a bit(lol), NJ has been craaazzyy because of the hurricane.. we made it out fine, but its destroyed my boss's house and another friend of mine. actually hell i wasn't even in NJ for the hurricane since i was in philly with Ejay but damn even like a week later when it had passed this state was still a wreck. my job didn't even get power back on until yesterday. and if anyone is living in jersey right now, remember that donation centers/shelters are still looking for help and it'd mean a lot even if you'd just volunteer sorting clothing!

i'm just trying to get back into routine now, but i feel like crap cuz im p sure i'm getting sick
i got so much stuff to get too 6__8

got contacted by someone from Leftfield Pictures since he found out i had a bunch of dead stuff and wants to talk to me about possibly selling some things on the show.
got to call him at 10am tomorrow.


soooo we'll see if i get to be on tv or not.
i'm a skeptic but i know ended up getting a spot on the show so WHO KNOWS
ill let you know what happens and if anything goes through

SO on september 6th my brother called me and said my parents found the car at an auto shop and that skopper sold it to them without the title
then while i was still on the phone, skopper called me and he told me that ohhhh he gave it to his friend to fix and now his friend isn't picking up the phone, that he gave the friend's number to my mom and now i got that 'friends' number but of course no one is picking up.
THEN WHILE I'M ON THE PHONE WITH SKOPPER my mom calls, tells me what my brother told me and she said the dude at the autoshop said it was specifically skopper who sold it to him without the title

he lied to this place and said that he was my mother's son. he doesnt have an ID but they took the car with only its registration, gave him $300 and told him he'd get another $100 if he brought the title to them. he took the license plates off and we haven't been able to find them. skopper had called my mom and he was sending my parents around local towns like 'dave's auto in south amboy' when in reality, the car was in another county.

FAST FORWARDING TO YESTERDAY
since his mother refused to give us the name to his PO, we had my cousin find it for us since he's a parole officer himself. he came to the house while i was at work and according to my dad - he was livid. skopper violated his parole, left the state without permission, stolen the car, missed court dates and since his mother 'helped' him, she's probably going to get into some shit too.
his PO said that he'd put out a nation wide warrant and call up las vegas metro police to go pull him out of his dad's house(if he's still there..). which is a relief if it really does happen, because before they would only pick him up if he was arrested for something in vegas and just saw he had warrants out. now they will actually go pull him out of vegas.

since he's a dumbfuck, here's his facebook page and i left a special message for everyone
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so for the most part im hoping we get a break from this now instead of running around the place so holy crap. due to all of this summer  cesspool of stress and drama(this has probably been the worst months of my life, i've never had something go on for so long) i have notes from fuckin JUNE i am just getting around too

copied and pasted from everywhere i have ranted. I AM SO ANGRY so much shit has been going on but this takes the cake.
*** because of this i havent been too active but i will do my best to get around to all my messages and notes this week, we're back on a generator since surprise surprise three months and we still have no electricity, and between work i only have power at home for 2-3 hours when i get home***

but to the point..
holy shit if i ever get my hands on this motherfucker i am going to bludgeon his face into oblivion

i let this motherfucker into my house, my FAMILY let this motherfucker into my house because he had no place to go. he was doing good on and off.. was getting better.
he has known my family for about 8 years or so.

on saturday he told me a friend picked up the truck to fix and 'hoped' it'd be back on tuesday. i was PISSED about this, and i told him like what the fuck dude how can you not tell me about this. he said he was going to his mother's house to wash his clothes, and i thought it was weird he packed up all his shit. he left before my parents got home, said he'd be back today.
there was a message on the answering machine from 'cash for cars'.

he is not back, he went to his mom's house but his mom has no idea where he is now and said he went to his 'friend's house'.
his dad just called asking if skopper was in trouble.. and then said skopper was on his way to fucking vegas too see him and his facebook has been deleted.

he stole and sold the JKDLSFJKLDGHDJKHJ MOTHER FUCKING CAR.

dude you are going back to jail so fucking fast

i'm so friggin livid. after absolutely EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE FOR HIM that piece of shit. i let him into my home, i took care of his wayward ass and supported him. i am so beyond raged how he took complete and utter advantage of me and of course this all comes back to ME so i'm the one who's in deep shit for it too


like i can believe it but i dont want too. we are not good people, but sometimes we are. we're doing really bad financially, we havent had electricity for months and scraping by just to get anything, we have always opened our home to others who needed a place to stay, support, to get back on their feet and some people to talk too. at some point we've had like 15 people living here with my family included. not having this car severely hinders our ability to get to work, and now we will be extremely reluctant to help people who actually need what little we can offer.

so thanks not only does it fuck us over but it fucks up people in the future than we may have been inclined to help. this makes me not even want to hold the door open for someone anymore, i've been fucked over so many times and i dont deserve this shit
fuck you for trying to bring me down with you. i should have fucking agreed that you should just kill yourself because you are and have always been a worthless tumor on everyone's ass and whats disgusting is that i know you know whats right from wrong, and i know you are well aware of how much of a horrible fuckstain you are and you still did it

i have no idea what happened.

i found a home for Loki not too long ago so i still had Thor and Odin. Odin was my kitten and im holding onto Thor for my coworkers.

Thor and Odin have been zipping around the room with me since like 10pm, its not 5:30am. about an hour ago they finally chilled out and laid down like they were just tired, normal sleeping positions. Thor stayed next to me and Odin had been playing around the computer desk before he chose to sleep next to my shoes(which he's done tons of times).

half an hour or so past and Thor was re-engerized so i was playing with him, and i thought to myself HMM kittens dont usually sleep long so i went over to the desk and he still looked like he was sleeping. i went over to him, he didn't respond. clapped my hands, didn't respond. sort of frozen up and walked away for a couple seconds and came back and he didn't respond until i went to pick him up.
he started shaking and twitching so i'm like oh fuck he must have gotten into something

we didn't have the time to get him to a vet or anywhere, and he was dead within a few minutes. he made one noise when he was seizing but before that he wasn't yowling, meowing or anything. just acted completely normal.

they only have access to the living room, and he got into the bathroom once. i looked high and low and i don't see what he possibly could have gotten into, and i'm convinced it must have been something he ate because his stomach felt hard and while i was checking his throat, his saliva texture was.. off. slimy and just slightly foamy. we have no plants, cleaners/chemicals are well out of their reach.. even yesterday we cleaned top to bottom. i have no idea what he got.

i bottle fed him, his brother and sister when they were abandoned. i got Thor and Loki first because they couldn't find the third cat. but the next day the crazy dentist across the street told me to get in her car and we went on an adventure to find the third kitten, fully expecting to have a fight with a home owner because she was disturbed and the last kitten was apparently hiding under her house. found him sleeping in the grass, dehydrated and lethargic, scooped him up and left.
i had gotten yet another little basically like, the next day. and i took these kittens to work, i barely slept while taking care of them, and i even took Odin, Thor and Loki on two trains to philly while visiting Ejay because i couldn't leave them.

ughhh fuck. i have no idea how i feel but i wish it wasn't so blank. i have been purposely avoiding talking about how bad its really been for the past few minutes, how dangerous i feel its been and ive been watering everything down and leaving out details. ive put myself in awful situations, stole to try and make a buck or food, i still panic when mouse's death has to hit me all over again and just 'accepted' the abuse i've received because its been so bad all i can do to deal with it is joke about it.
i've completely ignored that my house is in foreclosure and while i put in applications for another job, i know its not going to work out.

this kittens were really the only thing that made me happy and felt ok.